Quit了啦! Quit了啦! 我也不干了

Perferring to Reene's http://laruku1006.blogspot.com/2006/01/i-quit.html I think I should just do the same... start a new blog to record new impulses of my life. I should leave...

Should long forget the stupid theory of 陈大诗人. What "害怕恐惧, 爱上恐惧... 那就在也没有恐惧!" What the fuck is that? Maybe I should have just cared less and follow my feels. And as for now, what the fuck am I doing here???

I hate myself for this...
I hate myself for not doing anything to rectify the situation...
I hate myself and my constant cognitive dissonance...