Lousy Dream

What a lousy dream to have... It started like this...

I was a student in the old IJ (chimes). In there at the highest level of the building <not the church> there's this very big balcony and all our art pieces were stored there. The vibrant colours of all our artistic master pieces are usually left to the rain & sun unprotected, fading their lively looks quickly... I have the habit of covering them with canvas, protecting them from the harsh weather. Canvas are then removed when we are back to work on those art pieces.

I was there since noon with my class, under the sun fixing my composed piece for some school events. I <or rather, our group> worked until very late and the younger sisters had send our dinner up to us. We had rice and curry chicken, brought to us in pails . I had some only, didn't ate to my fill as the work on hands interest me more.

We worked till quite late at night... I could still remeber seeing the bright round moon wanning occasionally as the dark red rain clouds passes by. It's getting real late, I could sense my body clocking higher doses of lactic from the hard day through my body. We decided to leave. Don't know why one of the guys can affort to drive a civics . He offered to send us all back... I had to went to the Pub to check out if my boyfriend was still there...

So the 1st place we went is to the Pub! We couldn't find him in there in our search but had got some clues that he left some time ago, a little drunk.

That leaves us on a ride again... Not sure where we have been, I was tired & slept a little on the car... By the time we were too tired to carry on, there was 3 of us left. Me, and 2 other guys. We seek refudge at my boyfriend's house.

Anyway, his mom is awoken by his son & our commotion... She was taking are of the suituation. Through my tired eyes I could see her weariness too... I was lying on the floor with my back leaning agains the side of the sofa. The other 2 guys were like dead on the floor...

~SOMETIMES IT'S DIFFICULT TO DIFFERENTIATE BETWEEN BEING REALLY REALLY TIRED AND REALLY REALLY DEAD DRUNK~

I could see from my closing eyelids my boyfriend in the room also falling like dead

BY ASHIN

Hey~! Check this out...
I found this piece...
very bare & true...

站在你爱的人面前，你心跳加快，
站在你喜欢的人面前，你只是感到开心。
站在你爱的人面前，寒冷的冬天犹如春日，
站在你喜欢的人面前，冬天只不过是美丽的冬天。

与你爱的人双眸相碰，你脸红心跳，
与你喜欢的人目光相接，你只是微笑。

站在你爱的人面前，你无法表达心意，
站在你喜欢的人面前，你表达自如。
站在你爱的人面前，你会变得羞涩，
站在你喜欢的人目前，你就是你自己。

你不敢正式你爱的人的双眼，
你却总能自然的看着你喜欢的人的双眸微笑。

当你爱的人哭泣时，你也跟他一起哭泣，
当你喜欢的人哭泣时，你最后却只会安慰。

爱的感觉源于双眸，可能是一见钟情，无法言表，
喜欢的感觉源于语言，没有那么神秘。
所以要忘记你喜欢的人，你只要堵住耳朵，
但即使你闭上双眼，你爱的人仍然还在你心中。

第一天 (lyrics by Ashin)

下过雨的
夏天傍晚
我都会期待
唱歌的蝉 嘿
把星星都吵醒

月光晒了很凉快
就是这样回忆起来
第一次告白
尴尬的我　看
爱装得很哲学的你其实
很可爱
你说活在明天活在期待
不如活得今天很自在
我说我懂了会不会太快
未来第一天要展开

第一天我存在
第一次呼吸畅快
站在地上的脚踝
因为你而有真实感
第一天我存在
第一次能飞起来
爱是腾空的魔幻
第一天的纯真色彩
它总是永远那么灿烂

你很搞笑你很奇怪
你头发很乱
有的时候
你又突然为我的事情
变得很勇敢
这么说来很不单纯
你陪我看海
海那么蓝
我又好像
不应该把你想得有点坏
坏的是我发现不知不觉
不见到你不是很习惯
你的眼神里好像也期待
期待不一样的未来

晚安，地球人

爱需要温习。。。

闭上双眼， 在入眠熟睡之前，

回忆我们的美丽。

晚安， 亲爱的地球人！

错爱

看来 是时候 还你我无意剥夺的自由
不想让你 也不再让你 继续这暧昧
变成我或和我变成对比
而现在 你已迷失自己

看来 是时候 还我你无意剥夺的自由
不要让我 也别再让我 继续这暧昧
变成你或和你变成对比
而现在 我已迷失自己

是你让我迷失了自己
为你我已遗失了美丽
爱你 就因为太爱你
让灵魂找不到样貌和身体

虽然心理还温藏着你的温柔...

大地的精华

Why are you complaining?
Why are you whyning?
Why are you suspecting,
My gift to thee...

你还在怀疑什么?
我可是把大地的精华留给你~!

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to my dear~
Happy birthday to you...

~*silence*~ <-- making wishes
~*hooo*~ <-- blow candles

It's party time!!!

你每次这样的!

你每次这样的!
每次都那么临时抱佛脚...
每次都让我不知如何反应你一面踊过来的要求.

你每次这样的!
每次都那么坚定的坚持...
每次都让我不能拒绝你脑细胞排山倒海的决定.

你每次这样的!
每次都有那么多的突发奇想...
每次都用突发奇来的想法破坏我策划好的行程.

你... 真的好讨厌!!!

shiamz

Wanted to chop chop finish my job and shiamz... WTF~! Still have to wait for results... I cannot take it liao la~! Ah Beng waiting for Ah Lian also have something more entertaining wait than this. Why should I be trapped in here for more than my agreed. Now, kao beh kao bu-ing... Another interference into my mood will be punished!

Food Poisoning 2

Oh~! No!!! To my horror as I stepped into my flat today... The door wasn't locked! A small sized lady looking weak, frail with almost just a few layers of skin lying over the human skeleton, slept on my parent's bed. Beside her, lies my dad... looking defenceless too~!

Then there on the sofa I saw my youngest sister asleep... as if she has been waiting for someone or something to happen. The wait seems long... she already lost her last defence, her battle to to the weariness of boredom. I went over to check on her dehydrated body, the fatigued remains over the series of puking which strike last night.

My feel of her forehead tells me that she's still feverish... just like how I felt her when I left for work. She woke upon my contact... feebly spoke... "PaPa MaMa also like me..."

OMG~! Now my whole family (those staying with me) are down with food poisoning... Gosh~! What will become of me?? Will I be next??

人心难测

人心真的难测, 人与人之间也真的很虚伪.
明明已经听见你愤怒的抱怨,
明明已经看见你泄露在脸上的不爽,
你却还能落无其实用"没关系, 不是在说你"待过...

既然你想甜美 <-- 虽然不适合运用在男生
我也不拆穿你...
不过, 请你别用这虚伪的态度面对我.
这样子的甜美, 我不稀罕!

P/S: 还好没让你看我的世界... 象你这样爱随便向人抱怨的行为, 最厉害宣泄别人的秘密!

幹!!! 怪不得认试你这款人的我, 需要偶尔幹噍一下!
靠!!! “侉到鬼” <-- 在说你这假扮天使的恶魔!

Nic's Birthday

Yesterday was a happening day... Went out with Nic and Boon to celebrate Nic's birthday and at the same time, 顺便 have many many good food... (mmm... or issit the other way round) We went to this "SUN with MOON Japanese Dinning and Cafe" for dinner. Come, I show you the address... (Paiseh... a bit blur... I was shivering under the aircon while taking this)

It was a simple celebration... there's a very small pathetic piece of cake, not the birthday type, for all to share... (OMG-Nic please don't get fuming mad... It's a fact that this was your birthday cake for the night~) The cake is named "Tofu Cheesecake" on the menu... but I like to call it "Birdy Qiee Geak" for the simple reason it looks like this.... 哈哈 (^__________^)

(P/S: this picture is taken with Nic's steady hands... she not under aircon outlet...)

But the cake was not yet meant for eating yet... It's 恶心 to eat the heavy slaps of cheese wipped into moose like type of texture on empty stomachs... We better order some proper dinner 1st! I ordered "@^%@4" <-- forgot my food's name on the menu. In simple terms... it's fried salmon on rice with green tea... I'm suppose to pour the green tea into the rice and eat them together... but I was too eager to eat my food, I totally forgot about the green tea...

Lucky me for my haste... the green tea is salty... I didn't like the taste of salty tea... I mean we usually drink tea bland or sweeten... where got people drink salty tea de... (yakks~!) Anyway, here's mine dinner... Oops! too hungry... only manage to take down the finshed look of my dinner~ (:P)

Ok... Ok... better give some coverage to our birthday girl... If not later she'll boycott my blog or something... 呣!... This's Nic, the 寿星婆! I let you all see her 没形像的吃样! 哈哈哈哈... Nah nah nee noo noo~!

See... we were a hungry batch of people going for dinner celebration... and good for her... because it's her birthday celebration... nobody can say anything bad about her, including me... <-- (but I can write... cos I'm blog owner... haha... Nic, 你能把我怎样? 哈哈哈~!)

Ok 啦! I give her some face... show some got very nice image 的吃像.

Obviously posing for my photo... This is super gentle side of Nic... HAhaHAha...

Seems like Nic is getting camera shy... better not keep on taking her when she eat... Birthday girl must enjoy her gift treat... \(^_^)/

Now that I have finish my meal & waiting impatiently for my dessert... I should turn the focus of tonight to intro Boon...

Look at him~ look at him... he's so excited to be covered finally by the camera... 心计超重~ want my camera to take his face and only his face. Well, actually by this time he has already finish his food too... So his trying to 对 camera 耍帅.

(P/S: Boon acting shy and his finished pot!)

After Boon stared at his finished "potty" for about 5 mins, Nic also finished her food 了. YEAH~!!! YEAH~!!! YEAH~!!! Dessert Time!

Here's wat our big appitites warrant us for... ARGH~! ARGH~! ARGH~!

Tink~! <-- after a short while...

No need to find the rest liao~ All cleared by the efficient waitress.... Here's the only few pictures and no more (cos blog entry space up!)... I'm digging in at the leftovers of other food!

Mmmm... A very happy and happening simple dinner with my 2 very good friends cum colleagues.

Food Poisoning

Oh My God! I went home yesterday to find that my family are all feeling not too well... My youngest sister even puked throughout the night! What have we eaten that's causing this? Is it my fault to bring them all to Sizzler for sunday's dinner??? I'm just trying to celebrate Lao Pa's birthday together~ and I also happen to have 3 for price of 2 vouchers for Sizzler that's all... (^_*)V Maybe it's the fruits that's been left at the salad bar for a day long when we went for dinner.

P/S: I didn't take any oysters!

Just wanna share with U... the very nice guitar that Monster is holding... He had that in the concert.. I tot it was very cool but I didn't manage to get a picture of it at FINAL HOME...

But I manage to find a picture of the guitar in this "don't know what, when and where" performance.


No lah... I'm not trying to share or let U see how good looking Ashin is... Never wanted to share him anyway... haha 哈哈 (^___________________________^)

FINAL HOME

睡包了, 吃包了, 体力也已恢复了七七八八...
小腿和手臂 , 经过昨日的疯狂 , 正在隐隐作痛...

明明不是很 high , 怎么一醒来就在找五月天的阿信???

没有 , 脑袋没有很强烈的回荡在 FINAL HOME ...

这次不知道是幸运还是倒霉 , 中的五月天毒没有以往的深...
所以才想在随着阿信的声音回到 FINAL HOME , 在一次中毒.

Mayday Concert

Went for mayday's concert... Though it was rated "GREAT!" by most, I find it so-so only.

Maybe I was too tired from all the soldering of the light boards of my friend's.
Maybe it was just the later over-time of the previous night and the early morning schedule.
Maybe I was too excited that I used up most of my energy initially.
Maybe it's just Expo Max Parvillion tight seating arrangement that we have no space to jump.
Maybe I had lost your opposition of my craze and also the sensation of "doing something you hate and still getting your love".
Maybe it's just me expecting too much since june.

BIG concert day

Oh~! Mine... Today is the BIG concert day already~! And I'm still trapped down with work~!!! Now... silently praying hard that I can go off by the next 2 hours... Please no more incoming jobs please...

!~AhMiTouFuo~!

\(^_^)/

MAYDAY IS HERE ALREADY \(^_^)/

I'm looking forward to my saturday concert~!
Meanwhile, I'm working hard to clear my job...

能不能战时把你的毅力借我, 在身躯已疲累的时候

getting in good books

I didn't know my mom have to go through this in getting in my good books. I heard my dad and my mom quarrelled this morning... They are still living in last night's incident where my mom bought the YOU Weeky for me. This time, finally once, I can understand both their line of thoughts and their intention for their argument stand. Maybe I'm just not that smart as they have hoped me to become of, maybe I'm just too protected by them.

Anyway, Ma, I just wanna say that I am truely guilty of always bickering at most of your words... I did it to get your attention... I wanted you to get to the the real me and not me being your ideal gal. Now that you have got to accept the 1st part of me as not being mature and demure enough for your perception. It's also time for me to apologise my for my rude bickering to get you to listen to me. Ma, I'm sorry, you know I am one day when you are able to read this blog... I also wanna say that I love you no matter what happens, and even if you don't get in my good books.

Ma, Pa, please stop the battle of right to the situation. I know that you both meant it well for me.

evidence for my spilling emotions

OMG!!! I seriously think that I'm god damn too obvious in my likings for Mayday recently... I mean I've like they since line 6 years ago... (they have been to stardom for 7 years, including the 1 year break they had to take for national service) And my mom only realise that I like them recently (I think)... <-- evidence for my spilling emotions

She came home... handed me this week's YOU WEEKLY with mayday on the cover page and told me this. “那~！我知道你喜欢五月天。买这个给你。”

So 贴心。。。 (^___________^)

I like you

I like talking to you... You make everyday things that I'm numb to sounds interesting. Can't really understand how you can perceive the world in this way... It seems like you never learn, never experience anything and everything or anything that happends is something new. Yes, new... Brand new...

I like this simplicity in you... so pure and unshaped by the paved direction of society in the natural world. You still posess the basic innocence like that of a child despite the fact that you have wriggled past life for the last few decades. You really started me in a battling thought process, battling between trying to stay basically simple and yet survive(as in not to lose out or be taken advantage of) in life.

This is surprising... and you just defined it! You just managed to link "intellectually stimulating" to simplicity. This is new... Before this day, before having this conversation, I never associate anything "intellectually stimulating" to simple things... "Intellectually stimulating" in my perception have always been some strategies or some works that are not easily seen or understood. A whole new vision has just been set in me!

This is a BIG word and I'm adding this as a trait of yours. Yes, you are an intellectually stimulating person!!!

NOTE: It's "intellectually stimulating" (good) not "intellectually simulating" (bad)

Secrecy

Stupid me & my spinning world!
And too the unprepared of intrusion.

I am hit when I'm weak...

Now I broke my secrecy of my virtual reality.
Revealed some dark sides of perceived vanity.

I lost again...
How long can I keep this wrapped?
These blogged here are not meant to be tapped.

Weak

Feeling weak now...
Not because I went party-ing last night, I didn't!
I have been faithfully working through Ashin's birthday... No guilt about that.

A bit giddy... My world is spinning...
Have been running to the washroom since morning...
I seriously suspect that it's either due to my catered dinner last night or my half boiled breakfast egg this morning.

aarrgghhhhh~!
Got to go again.... I'm busy LS-ing

Ashin 生日快乐

~~！！！生日快乐！！！ ~~

今天是你的生日， 知道你担心被灌水， 所以我只在部落里帮你庆祝。 （“，）
这就是我给你的生日礼物~。

“Ashin 生日快乐”

So What 一起跳

So What... 一起跳! 跳出一律沉闷的事件...
So What... 一起跳! 跳跃判断对错的分辩...
So What... 一起跳! 跳进音乐节奏的123...
一起跳! So What... 一起跳! 一起跳!

~* 哈哈... 心情正在 So What...?! 一起跳! *~

下课后,怪兽家点名

下课后,怪兽家点名里...
阿信提到他对自己创作灵感的来源.

1. You have to be super duber ultimately bored to have inspirations start coming to you...

2. You have to be pressed, squash, squeezed and crushed to the edge for a work (either don't like to do or have many difficulties doing it) and on the verge of giving up everything totally, inspirations start coming to you...

I think I belong to 2. I only feel like writing (or rather have contents for writing) When I'm pressed... Does this make me half Ashin?

hahahaha~!

Sometimes 久的比较好

My 有五月天签名的知足精选辑不见了~!

拜托, 拜托...
If U have borrowed it from me please return...

I DON'T WANT A NEW COPY!!!

Home-ing: My 珍贵s

Home-ing: My 珍贵s...
呸~! Home-ing what 珍贵s?!
Entries that are entered,
All not of blog's intended.

If you have been conscientiously reading,
All of my absurd and nonsensical threadings.
Most of which are results of invasions,
Thoughts and feel from reality reflections.
Obviously not of any pleasant flash,
Blogged down to let loose some ill trash.

珍贵s! What 珍贵 is there to talk about?
This is just some place for things let out!
Or am I really so 贱, to only be writing,
When provoked to extreme fretting!

If only strong emotions can instigate,
Free flow of words yet to navigate,
Then there should more extreme pleasant,
to 施舍一丝的安慰 for my 超衰的 present.