Possession

Oh no... I'm being sotong again... this is the 3rd day liao...

Eversince I told my sendo real-life ghost story to people, things are happening to me...
I cannot believe it~! Ssendo already die liao.... Why still no wanna let me off???

Now, seriously, I think I'm being possess... possess by sotong queen that knows witchcraft~!

Wedding Dinners

Wedding Dinners, are they suppose to be happy events or what?? Why are people wearing dull coloured, face expressless and indulging into their little small talks ignoring the blissful newly wed??

I just cannot understand... Why are the older generation actually prefering this norm and getting jealous of their guests wearing something bright & vibriant to celebrate your son's or daughter's happiness?? Are they trying to tell me that they prefer their kins to have a sulky wedding celebration??

What the FUCK... maybe they should learn how to share happiness, blissfulness and all sorts good things in life than to just try to grab them... Maybe it'll just give them new prospective to perceptions... I don't see them getting anymore happy than me by grabbing more blissful limelight! So stop staring up, down, left, right on my red dress!!!

吉祥是在心裡

[12:29:17 AM] And there's : 玩具是你的喔？超可愛...
[12:30:06 AM] Life in : 是我的吉祥物
[12:30:38 AM] And there's : 吉祥物？
[12:31:22 AM] Life in : 那當然
[12:31:23 AM] And there's : 哪裡買的.
[12:31:28 AM] Life in : 日本...
[12:31:29 AM] Life in : 很久以前, 現在應該沒有了

[12:31:42 AM] Life in : 我買了好幾個
[12:31:45 AM] Life in : 不同size的
[12:31:48 AM] And there's : !!!
[12:31:54 AM] And there's : ~還好幾個
[12:32:05 AM] Life in : 是
[12:32:43 AM] And there's : （羨慕）玩具永遠都是見一個想多要一個
[12:32:58 AM] Life in : 是的...永遠是
[12:33:04 AM] And there's : 不過吉祥在哪裡?
[12:33:14 AM] Life in : 笨!
[12:33:16 AM] Life in : 在心裡

Resting Dry

I haven't been thinking.
I haven't been feeling.
I have been dry in those missing days...
Sheltered from the winter rain, resting.

I have been experiencing,
But not readily recording.
Eventual incidents walked past and lost,
Because words of such kind are not flowing...

Have I been complacent?
Have I been confident?
Have I been too proud of my founded knack,
My indulgence in your reading presence.

P/S:
I couldn't write when you realise my flair
but was dry in this winter rain's snare.

金多謝

金多謝, 金多謝
多謝你給我這希望...

Really...

whoever you are,
whoever gave me this BIG present for christmas,
I just wanna let you know...
THANK YOU just isn't enough for me to express my gratitude!

No matter I make it through a not,
I thank you for the chance for the shot.

落井下石？？

你把手伸出笼子, 用力的挥着。。。
企图在主厨的看管下，明目张胆的暗示着你努力求存的遗愿。

我都看到了。 我看到了你坚定的相信。
相信着善存世间。

你已成功的让我领悟到善良仍是陪伴着生命，可是却很无助。
你如此的拼命，我却只能打消把你吃掉的念头。
对不起。。。我惭愧的承认，我不能救你。
虽然我有能力，但还是带着同情走开了。

这就是生活。。。 现实的生活。。。
而如果我脆弱的向你求助，
是否也可得到你不落井下石的对待？

2005 recollect

Wor~ Wor~ So fast it's already a new year 了。
Ok... ok... let's recollect what's the past year been like...

Major 1. I enrolled myself to MSc Embedded in NTU... Then I tried to psycho Kelvin into it... cos I already enrolled... wanna back out also cannot... (don't wanna waste my $21 registration fee) Lucky me that Kelvin also interested else I'll be like lonely planet... also don't think I'll be able to do as well as I have done... ^__^

Major 2. Sendo liquidation... Stupid HR bluff me... ask me to clear leave... Clear shit 啦... volunteery liquidation will have to compansate 1st party debtors (employees) before paying her 3rd party debts (business debtors) !

Major 3. Took up a job at M... 幹~噻！The people here all have funny behaviors... cannot spell out where is wrong be just feel wrong... Anyway... they also not really helpful... think I here also have to follow the 表面的和平 culture... Really proven the theory "Light travels faster than sound"! The moral of the place "Looks good until you hear for yourself"! 哈哈。。。

Minor 4. Moved seat from level 3A to level 3... Sitting near a 阿信 look alike... Yes he also behaves like NingKei's description of 阿信 and that's definately pissing me off! How can there be an imposter for 阿信?? If you know what I meant... you should go hear it out yourself what NingKei's comments for 阿信 have.

Minor 5. Project and exams are reaching... Shit 的... That also happens to fall in the same period of peak period for my job... 嗐~ only can 忍... cannot complain... nobody wanna hear and also willing to hear... Hear already also will say I 活该。

Major 6. Went to 陈綺贞 and Mayday's concert~! Surprise surprise~ 陈綺贞 concert is better... at least I enjoy more... ^_________________^ (but then my time spend going to these & making the light boards made PH unhappy)

Major 7. Escape to Cameron, an escape from reality and also a facing reality event. Nevermind what happens there but I did use it well to 哄 PH... That's what's most important.

Minor 8. Christmas showcase party... that's my 1st unplugged experience... I 出测 a little but it was OK 啦。。。Everyone is performing in a crude style just trying to have fun! So... It's a good for me~! \(^_^)/

That's it... some good and some bad for the year... but the upleasent happened really for good reasons... That's my year and I have concluded a morale of the year for it.

SOME FLAWS ARE PRESENT TO BEAUTIFY THE PICTURE.

I'm now coloured.